BSOEF

Okay , so there is this group of guys who i get teased by a lot and i simply hate it sometimes ! Usually , i'll just go and say a few mean stuff and they won't really bother again but in this group , there's a guy i am seriously in love with -_o .. and i am kinda scared that if i said something really mean , he won't talk to me again .. but actually he never even talks , just teases

What should i do ?? And how do i start a REAL conversation with him ?